Citrus in the Desert
for Helen, forever
The color of this orange is very pleasing to me
she said, handing me half of the freshly peeled orange
We huddled in the only tiny spot of shade in a deep desert canyon at high noon
Swallowed small bites
Gulped greedy slices
Indulged every sense as the bright tang exploded into our dry mouths
Our fingers and faces became sticky, with each bite, drops of juice splashed onto the ancient
rocks at our feet
We had nothing but time then; we had no concept of time then
Surrounded by eons of time and pressure, we were blithely unaware of time and pressure
In that moment it was inconceivable that one day this would all be dust, that one day this love
would be only memory
In the future, the rocks around us return to dust
In the future, we give and receive hurt instead of orange slices
In the future, the rock dust is turned into new rocks
In the future,
every time I eat citrus in the desert I miss them